And even when things get hard ...

The past few days have been well not my best,
but friends always help just being there
and the little things they do always help
so i guess heres my chance to say thank you

But there are always times when i feel lonely
and all those memories just come flooding back
and all i want to do is just forget

And even when things get hard,
drawing always helps for me
but this time when i draw
its not helping
my mind won't shut up
and what i draw turns into a complete mess

All i want to do is draw, but i can't right now and its killing me.