My First Step ..

It's been awhile ..
My last entry before the quote,
Was definitely not a great way to leave this.

It was definitely a horrible time for me.
I was worrying too much, Thinking too much
&Then there is daydreaming too much,
Losing alot of sleep, Failing my tests,
Falling asleep regularly in class.

I can try to explain it,
Lets say that for me,
And all those who draw, paint, photoshop, sculpt.
Theres this flow where the image in my head,
It connects to my heart,
And then it flows to my fingers,
Lets just say that during this time the flow stopped,
Like it was blocked.

So it's been really difficult for me to draw for quite awhile now,
But i think that maybe its gotten better,
There's an art competition at school,
And I'm thinking of entering it.
Actually I'm definitely going to enter it.

It has no theme, and must be A4 size,
I haven't decided on what to do it on yet ..
But as a special friend of mine said,
You can't think about what you want to draw,
It just happens naturally and comes from the heart.

So I'm hoping that it'll come to me soon,
And that when it comes I'll be on my way to recovery.

the art of The Daydream

" Don't let anybody tell you you're wasting your time when you're gazing into space. There is no other way to conceive and imaginary world. I never sit down in front of a bare page to invents something. I daydream about my characters, their lives and their struggles, and when a scene has been played out in my imagination and I think I know what my characters felt, said and did, I take pen and paper and try to report what I've witnessed."
- Stephan Vinzinczey

And even when things get hard ...

The past few days have been well not my best,
but friends always help just being there
and the little things they do always help
so i guess heres my chance to say thank you

But there are always times when i feel lonely
and all those memories just come flooding back
and all i want to do is just forget

And even when things get hard,
drawing always helps for me
but this time when i draw
its not helping
my mind won't shut up
and what i draw turns into a complete mess

All i want to do is draw, but i can't right now and its killing me.

Art of Love / Red Thread .. ?

100 theme challenge - #2 Love
I've gotten two ideas for it,
idea one inspired by the song Art of Love -Guy Sebastian ft. Jordin Sparks.
idea two inspired by Akai Ito.

"God tied you and I together,

By our little finger with a long red thread,

This bond of destiny cannot be seen

And there is no map to us,

And so I will fall in love with you when I meet you."

- Akai Ito

hm so i'm having difficulty choosing which one to go through with .. so if you read this please tell me your opinion.

The Duo II

16/12/09_________________________________
for my first artwork for the summer holidays will be The Duo II.

I will be using my oc character Hikari,
and i will be creating a new male oc to go together with Hikari.
so far everything going well im still drawing the sketch of my characters
hopefully everything will turn out fine ...

this artwork is not going to be in watercolour,
i haven't uploaded anything thats been only pencil and paper in quite a while
i was hoping by doing this i would end up finishing this one faster,
because my watercolour work takes up six hours and more
but i was wrong i've been working on this for about almost two hours now
and im still only drafting, *sigh*


17/12/09_________________________________
YAY i've finished outlining Hikari ..
now all i have to do is draw in the male character ..

12:04am
18/12/09

WOOT WOOT ! i finshed :D :D
Kaito & Hikari (Y)
i think i spent more than five hours on this one ..
*yeah i know im the slowest drawer everrrrrr*

im really happy about how this one turned out

http://serisayuki.deviantart.com/art/The-Duo-II-147034271

And it Begins ..

http://serisayuki.deviantart.com/


LOL i finally figured how to post something ..
but i can't manage to do all that damn html crap
so please bear with this plain template just for a little while,

So basically since today is my second last day of school,
I'm obviously going to continue to practice drawing and hopefully improve.

uh so yeah i started this blog for my art
just keeps updates on my thoughts,
progress in the 100 theme challenge,
all my difficulties in drawing and yeah other stuff too i guess
i also made this thing for myself,
so i know how much i've improved and free my mind from thinking too much
and yeah to save myself from boredom in the summer holidays LOL
and for my friends to know how i've been doing and keep them updated i guess
*if they're interested or bothered to read*

so yeah how do i end these things ..
uh bye for now?